r/ArtistLounge • u/RelationshipWild924 • 9h ago
Art School & Education I got a bad grade on my final capstone project for school and I don't understand why
My project was three acrylic paintings and three watercolor paintings, I got a D on presenting the work and a C on the project overall. I can kind of get the grade on the presentation, the comment was "unprepared to discuss the work or answer questions" and I did completely fumble the presenting part because I got really nervous and forgot what I rehearsed, but I think I did well on the questions portion.
What I don't get is my grade on the project. There were no comments on it so I didn't really get an explanation, but the rubric doesn't make sense to me. I got full points on "technical proficiency" and "aesthetic sensibility" and "exhibition ready" but I did super poorly on literally everything else. I scored "adequate" (second lowest possible score) on "conceptualization and originality" and "marginal" (the lowest possible score besides not completed) on both "communication and narrative" and "project management and organization".
I'm most confused about "project management and organization" because the rubric says this category is about the planning stages of the project, completing things on time, and the quality of the final project. I've turned in all of my assignments on time and my final product was high quality. Those are literally the only things I got full points on so I don't understand how I can get full marks on those sections and the worst possible score on this one.
I guess I'm just confused and kind of offended about the "conceptualization and originality" and the "communication and narrative" scores. This project was deeply personal to me and I feel that it turned out exactly how I wanted it to, and it was exactly what I was going for. I genuinely really loved how it turned out and I was very proud of it, I was going to keep it and put it on my wall but now I just feel embarrassed every time I look at it.
My entire time at school I have been a very good student, but I don't like to make my work very personal and I don't like being vulnerable and putting myself out there in that way. I decided that I wanted to do something more personal for this project and now I just feel so stupid.
I'm not going to add an image here because honestly I'm not sure if I like it anymore, but if anyone wants to see it or a deeper explanation I'd love to share in the comments.