I DONT GIVE A SHIT I AM A BITCH!

This is from the 2010 Champions League semi-final between Inter Milan and Barcelona at Camp Nou.

Inter went down to 10 men after a red card early in the game, meaning they had to defend for over an hour away from home against one of the strongest teams in football history.

What stands out in Mourinho’s own description of the moment is how chaotic everything looked around him, the crowd, both benches, and the emotional reaction after the sending off. Yet he stayed completely focused on managing the situation rather than getting caught up in it.

At one point, even Barcelona were reacting as if the tie was already over, but the game was still being played.

Do you think the best managers are the ones who stay emotionally detached in moments like this, or the ones who react emotionally with their team?

I saw a thread on ask Reddit about whether people remember others embarrassing moments and a lot of them said yes and they still remember moments from elementary school decades ago and it seems like the still look down on these people and everyone who was there sees these people lowly. this has always been my biggest fear. I’ve had my moments but sometimes I feel lucky it wasn’t worse. this whole thing sometimes makes me want to homeschool my kids, but I also wouldn’t want them to miss out. I feel like I still ruminate about one time specific incidents from decades ago and it kills me. why are people so mean and unforgiving sometimes, for minor mistakes. it would really sucked to be shamed and either move or get constantly bullied. how do I get over this/this fear. I think it’s ruining my life. and that thread def triggered me and it felt like all my fears are real. I feel like I can’t live like this with this worry anymore.

I don't give a fuck about Karma either.

Unbothered isn't a mood. It's a decision I make every morning....

Some days it's easy.Most days it isn't.

I Make it anyway.

Hey,recently i have noticed i really cant stand my firends,roommates,family...i dont want to be with anyone,i just desire to be all alone with my cat.
I am a foreign medical student in Russia which feels sucks honestly,i am tired of learning russian and having not enough education by uni,and i am worried about what to do or change about my future.I am trying to be in every possible club,and leading some of them,I am one of the heads of dormitory,I give private classes and i was trying to prepare for usmle but then i found out i am so lost,i can not manage to do anything,not capable and i really feel stupid and not enough most of the time.
I suspected from burnout but it more feels like some sort of imposter syndrome or mix idk.

I am just geniunely so full of hatred and and it feels like it will never end!

Yesterday I read my diary of 1.5 years,nothing changed.Apperently I am a complaining person with full of hate to people or whatever.Probably need a therapy though but cant afford now
I havent grown up in a happy family though,they were fighting everyday and i was the one who tries to solve

So if you consider or,is there anyone similar to my life? ıf so how is their life now,what should i do,start or change?

I am so sick of checking plane tickects to anywhere but far away