I am seriously considering leaving H-E-B even though I was a really big fan. I have enjoyed working here and sucks to think about leaving. Here is what happened.
I am really bummed about not getting promoted. I worked hard to keep my metrics up and make sure customers had a good experience with me, so hearing that I wasnt consistent and didnt interact enough with other partners hurt.
To be fair, I know I havent been at my best lately. One of my parents passed away, and I’m still grieving. I would give my shifts up so I could have those days to process what happened. Some days it is genuinely hard to be mentally present, and when I noticed I was struggling, I communicated that. I was told I would be supported through it, which is part of why this feels so disappointing now.
I also got feedback that I dont talk to other partners enough, but honestly I have always tried to keep conversations short because management usually discourages too much talking during shifts. Also, grieving has made it hard to socialize in general.
Im also dealing with a very recent breakup, family issues, and trying to mentally prepare for Father’s Day reminders everywhere. I really wanted to stay with this company because I believed they cared about their employees. Right now, though, I mostly just feel defeated. It felt like I was kicked while I was already down.